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| Im thankful for a lot of things ... :) my mom, niece, sister, family, friends & all the experiences I have had in 2008 yes, some may have been bad but they made this yr what it was. the tears, the broken friendships, renewed friendships & the old interests. God, grant me the serenity, courage & wisdom. | | |
| Say your ex runs up to you and hugs you, what do you do?
i dont know, i think if anyone ran up n hugged me taht wud be a bit weird
How do you pronounce your name?
ez-mer-al-duh
who was the last person you hung out with?
Gio
Who was the last person to make you laugh?
i dont know, not Gio, amybe jaasiella
If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
yes, definitely.
Do you regret dating anyone you dated?
i will never regret anything or at least i will keep telling myself that
Is there someone you know you should hate but you can't?
yes
Do you write notes on your hand?
today i did. 514, richards #
Last person you texted?
Gio, that asshole! ARG.
Do you have a best friend(s)?
yes.
How many pillows do you sleep with?
one
Do you think you are a good person?
i am.
What's your favorite thing about Sundays?
going into work at 6 & oh the best thing SLEEPIN IN!!!!!
Do you hate anyone?
nope
What are you wearing on your feet?
sockies
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
yes, once, twice, maybe 3 times.
If you were at a reasonable age, would you prefer a baby boy or girl?
boy first.
Is there someone you' d like to fix things with?
yes.
two females & one male, kinda.
Do long distance relationships work?
i dont kno & I hope i never have to find out. theyre hard. or so i hear.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
yes, even 6! lol
Who is the funniest person you know?
idk
Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
yes i wouldnt really want to tho.
What curse word do you say the most when your pissed?
fucking A, s***, & mothertrucker.
Are you happy?
at this exact moment ? no.
if you were born the opposite sex, what would your parents have named you?probably jerry after my dad.
Hair color ?
chestnut brown.
Do you have any pets?
only boys, lol, no.
Last person you fought with?
Gio.
What's one thing you actually remember about kindergarten?
claudia, marie & how we would cry about how we had ugly names, beulah, the fun parties my mom n sis would come to.
How do you calm down when you're extremely angry?
breathing but mostly music.
Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
right now, no. for the most part yes.
You see a shooting star, do you make a wish?
yes! theres nothing i really wish for right now tho.
Are you a big fan of snowstorms or thunderstorms?
thunderstorms wen im with someone special & snow is weird for houstonians.
Think back to your last hug, when and who was it with?
Gio, i think, or at least its the one i rmr.
Where is the next place you will travel to?
MEMPHIS!
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
sleepin! :) maybe dreamin
What is something you currently want?
for exclusivness.
What was the last thing someone bought for you?
my mom bought me medicine last saturday
Are you going to have a good night ?
i dunno, lets hope so.
Do you have strange dreams?
omg yes.
Are you happy ?
overall most of the time yes.
How long until your birth day?
a million forevers. but i will b 21!
How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
3, saaad.
Do you believe that every thing happens for a reason?
definitely
Where was your default picture taken ?
iono, its Z
Last person you told a secret to?
neggers.
Where were you at 4am?
sleeping.
Do you miss someone?
yes :(, estupido hombres.
Last person you gave/ got a piggy back from?
damn, its been a while. maybe in SA ..
What are you doing later?
sleepin
What are you doing?
this!
Why so?
bc i bored.
What time did you go to sleep last night?
iono.
12?
Is there a girl that knows every thing or mostly every thing about you?
my sister.
Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
yes but everything has to happen for a reason
Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it?
story of my life!
Was middle school a bad experience for you?
no!!!!! i LOVED it. high school was.
Do you have your eye on anyone?
not really. boys r gay, im not.
Who would you consider your first REAL relationship?
jazzy boo.
Who were you texting before bed monday night?
Gio probably.
Who is top in your top friends?
nag, pris, elisa & my sis
Would you marry anyone on your top?
neggers, jk!
Are your eyes the same color as your mom's or dad's?
yep
Do you wish at 11: 11?
sometimes wen i catch it which is never
What are you excited for?
nothing really.
maybe to c what happns w. Gio
Have you ever wanted something you couldn' t have?
of course, who hasnt?!
Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
zylah
Did you have a dream last night ?
yes but i dont rmr
What were you doing at 10:00 last night
not txtin Gio, watchin tv ,maybe, on the computer?
What is the last thing you thought about ?
Gio
Who will you kiss next?
Gio
What are you doing tonight?
not G. lol, a survey, facebook. | | |
| i hate it when im looking for a boyfriend & i wait & wait & wait ... after a while, i give up. then out of the friggin blue, a guy somes into my life. Its always aa guy that can change my life & the fcukers usually do. Well Xanga, theres this guy. dear heart, perpare to shatter. -esmer. | | |
| lets go back in time ... where I was your everything. I was the one you wanted in that dress. I was your everything. I woke up thinking about you smiling. I went to sleep talkin to you smiling. You were my everything. Life was easier then. Nothing mattered. Nothing. I want to go back when people said stuff & it didnt mean anything. I want to go back to when all you needed was to see me for 5 minutes. I want to go back when I was your smile. I want to forget your smell, the way you made me feel that day. I want to forget this song. I want to feel the way I felt when I was with you. I dont know what that feels like anymore. You & only you can give me that feeling. My first can give me that feeling. No one else can. I want to feel the way I used to feel when I would see you. I want to hear the words you said only to me. I want to re-read the cards you sent, the letters you wrote, the sweetness that made you mine. I want to go back when i was so naive to think that was it, life was over & you were going to be that one standing next to me in that church. Remember? We were going to graduate, go to UH together, graduate, have kids, go to IHOP on sundays after church. I was going to be the nurse in your office, Dr. I want to go back to when people would talk and it wouldn't phase you. When you made me strong. When you were the reason I got up every morning. When I felt that all i ever wanted or needed was in you. I want to go back to when I was your 24/7 text. You missed me when I couldnt talk to you. You talked to people about me. I want to go back to when I was at starbucks & yall called and made me smile. You knew what it was like. You made it better. You careD. You made me smile without lifting a finger. As if we were a poor couple living in the bronx in a one room apartment. Despite our hardship, you could still turn everything around and make the world a better place. I want to go back to when you made me feel like everything in the word was okay, no one is hungry, there was no violence. Only you, there, being that smile.When all there was, was you. You were it, done, finish, my heart. I want to go back when this feeling was so odd because you were the very first one to uncover this feeling. I want be in that moment when you would get mad and make that face. You were my first hope and last dream. I want to see in you what no one else did. When I was the sunshine on your rainy days. I want to go back when all you ever needed was me. No one will ever be you. For you forever just aint that long. It may have been short lived but most beautiful & unexpected things are like shooting stars. I want to go back to when I had 4 minutes to make things better. I want to go back to when we were at Dr. Durban's door. I want when you tried & I blew you off. I gave up, you tried, I tried, you gave up. I want to forget how much you cared, how much I cared, how in like we were. Back then, nothing was of the essence. You were the world. My breath at dawn, my prayer at night, my last goodbye, my first hello, my morning smile, my nightly farewell. My first thought before my first awake breath. My dreams, hopes, aspirations & my last farewell to this world. Let go of this grip you have on my weak heart. I want you to go on and find someone who makes you feel a quarter of how happy you made me in that short time. We will go on and have completely different lives but for short times I will remember when I just want(ed) to be close. | | |
| listen up, so you know that thing where you write something about someone n then they have to guess? Well im doing that minus the guesing part. Dont automatically think im talkin about you either. 1) you will probably be that one who is always gonna melt my heart. Lets not talk so we keep it that way. 2) you freeking suck biggo you know what ! Ima having a hard time believing anything you will ever say but IM the liar. 3) Lets not even go there. 4) Get at me already, make a move or MOVE shawty! 5) stop trying to marry me, hit on me, look at me desiringly, thinking about me or fantasizing n any way about me. Its not gonna happen!!!!!! 6) happy birthday, i wish u the best & I left for the best. Now lets see how many ppl will actually get told what I need to say. 1&6 wont. 3 mite ask about it as if they don care. 4 will probably get told unless they've given up. 5 will get told off, my patience r short w. u. Two will probably get a long ass voicemail that they wont return. know who u r? | | |
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